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//Wednesday, September 24, 2008//9:44 AM

I JUST REALISED THAT THERES 25 DAYS TILL THE END OF MY ENTIRE SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE...and i feel like crying..seriously...im gonna miss EVERYONE of my friends..its like time passed real quick..and although i noe that the o levels that are coming up are more important... has anyone stopped to think wad will happen after that...i did..and im feeling like crap...
i remember when we were just entering secondary school as stupid annoying 14 year olds...its like in the blink of an eye..we're gonna be leavin as stupid annoying 16 years olds..:(((

TO ALL 4E PUPILS! LETS LIKE TOTALLY HAVE A CLASS CHALET AFTER OUR O'S..ONE LAST HURRAH..BEFORE WE GO OUR SEPERATE WAYS...:(((

imma miss everyone i noe..there's noone i would be happy to say goodbye too...i swear..ahh..but well now i noe why people cry at the end of thier o's cause they felt what im feeling now...our entire sec school life's about to end..

of course im going to miss some people more than others...but still i will miss EVERYONE..haiz...especially someone whom i noe if we dun go to the same poly together..im prob never gonna see that person again..im not mentioning thier name cause i dun want people to think im corny..heheh(not reallluuy laughin)...and my good friends...my new friendds..my old friends..my teachers..

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK...

I DUN WANNA SAY GOODBYE...NOT YET...................

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//Sunday, September 14, 2008//5:44 AM

Alrite short post cause i wanna study for my lit paper tomoro..okok...well as yuve probably realised
while reading thiss i got a new blog song AGAIN...on top of that I URGE YOU TO WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE SIDE OF MY BLOG...its the jabbawockeez's best dance routine to date..ignore the first 10 seconds of grey screen and noise..cause everything else is just awesome after that..sure there are lotsa solos..but when they dance together..thats what takes the cake..so make sure yu be patient and watch that!..

okok! so FIRSTLY!
liverpool 2-manchester Divided-1
HAhaha...people always say that liverpool are a team which relies too heavily on one player..steven gerrard..and until recently ,fernando torres as well.....well i can safely say that thats not true...and that manu are the team that relies too much on one player and that player is cristiano ronaldo! ahahahah...because liverpool with a second string side team beat manchester with all the stars(except ronaldo)playing in the team!!! hahah!! sure manu scored in the 2nd minute..and liverpool were lucky to get and own goal to have the score drawed at 20 mins...but from then on it was just liverpool all the way....and they totally cut manu out! so take that manu! i believe the words of my brother(an ignorant manure fan) before the match was,"bring it man! your number nine against ours!! yu guys got no hope la!"...guess who was singing after that...muahahahahahah!

ok well recap on friday..literature off centre play at the esplanade...kinda short...but the Q&A part of the show was the best..especially while the actors were still in character...especially saloma's mother(who was played brilliantly at that)..was the best..yu wudve thought after seeing her "burn" people who asked her stupid questions that people would be too afraid to ask her anything...but in fact she got the most questions and made the people who asked the questions look dumb...hahah..after that was dinner at THE CAFE CARTEL..we(the lit students) were treated by mdm nathan! thanks alot mdm nathan(if yu ever see this blog!)..hhaha..then over at the restaurant some loser tried to WOO zulaikah and made the "sucking noise"..me like the blur cock i am thought it was one of my frends calling me and turnd around and looked at the guy and he jsut looked dumb and as puzzled as i was hahahah!...trained back to yishun and then walked home...thats about it

Shitty is my mood right now..but that'll pass...remmeber im me! i never stay down for long...

BRILLIANT FINISHING BY LIVERPOOOL AESPECIALLY BABEL!!

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//Thursday, September 11, 2008//7:53 AM

NEVER LOOK DOWN ON SOMEONE UNLESS YOUR HELPING THEM UP

OK well i feel like i deserve a congratulatory..ermm..wish?? haha..cause im so proud of my self that i learnt two parts of a jabbawockeez dance routine in like an hour...JUST FROM WATCHING THEIR VIDS OVER AND OVER AGAIN..hahhaa... in case yur wondering hu the jabbawockeez are..theyre america's best dance crew..as in they won the show...quite deservedly i must say! they are fucking awesome! anyway..again..for yu blur cocks who still dunno who the jabbawockeez are...one of thier dance vids is at the side of my blog...and they rock..i swear to god..oh and from that vid i learnt the last part where they all dance together to the "sad" song...anyway..if yu are too lazy to click on em..here's a pic of em in action..go see thier vids..dun look at em lousy pics..dusn justify em yeah..

ahhh,...how i want 1 of thier masks...ahh well..ill save up and get one from e-bay i guess...=((

AAANWAY!!!

Prelim day 5: Maths and Chem...bleah..

Alrite..maths paper first..ok i guess..chances of me passing? 40%?..lol...id be ecstatic if i pass maths..itll show that all the time im sacrificing to study in stead of getting hammered and partying is paying off..i miss my cousins..okok..then chem..err..I'd rather not talk about it...=)))

BRILLIANT FINISHING BY TORRES

oh and to hidayah..i cant tag you!?? yur tagbox keeps rejecting me...-.-" LOL! kalai swimming...hahahah!

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//Tuesday, September 9, 2008//5:00 AM

Prelims :day 4...Literature

(my blog songs not really by 50 cent!)

Lets start with a recap..alrite..so my lit paper was at 1o today...me being the blur cock that i am..forgot the timing and woke up at 6.30 !#^&!*&^$!*$&^..i could have slept more!! f*&)ing shit...

anyway...since i was awake..i decided to join ernest and yewfai to study in school..and we did...till Mr leong asked ernest where his school uniform was..cause he was only wearing his pe shirt with the school pants...so we decided to go to my place and study in a nice aircon room! only to later get distracted by my com...okok..so..

LIt paper..easier than i expected..had so much points to write..weeee...thats never happend before..nvm as mdm nathan put it..im peaking at the right time! muahahah..okok..as i was saying i think i can pass it...but i wana do better than pass la..i wan at least a B? ahh screw that

ok enough about my boring life of studying!

I would like to say..drumroll please!

Happy 21st anniversary mum and dad!!! hahah!!

YU 2 DESERVE EACH OTHER!!! =))))-although i hope yu dun read this blog..but if yu happen to come across it one day...sorry for all the vulgarities la..but its not like ive never sweared in front of yu before!! LOL...remember when my fork fell from my hand at east coast and i went "OH FUCK!!"..or when in the car a red ant bit me and i went" WAH!! CHEEBYE!!!!"..lol..i remember i got slapped for that! heheheeeeee...!! anyway! happy anniversary again! i would never ever give yu two up in the whole world for anything! NOTHING IN THIS WORLD WILL REPLACE U! and ma i noe yu worry about this alot! but dun worry ill NEVER put yu in a retirement home! loL!(thats laugh out loud btw..i noe yur wondering!)..remember your 21st anniversary i tried to play more than words but failed miserably!(at this point in time that hasnt happend yet,but im pretty sure the day yu guys find this blog it would have happend)!!!

im going out for dinner tonight with those two up there^^..so i wll upload the pics if there are any next time!.

OK SO LETS RECAP!!

-I'm a blur cock!!!

-The lit paper was easy!

-I love my parents...ALOT!!

Brilliant finishing by torres!

im so going clubbing after my o's!! i want my life back! bloody o's!..i want back staying out late and coming back the next day! i miss going missing! i miss soccer till 2am at night! i miss getting ***h at ****'s house!! i miss hopping into the car and just going where the night takes us!!

BUT I SWEAR TO GOD! IM GOING CLUBBING ONCE I FINISH MY O'S!

after8monthsivefinallymovedon!

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//Wednesday, September 3, 2008//11:05 AM

He who makes a beast out of himself,gets rid of the pain of being a man...

HAPPINESS IS MY MOOD RIGHT NOW!

New skin coming up soon! wooo!...lol...got quite a few complains that this skin is difficult to look at...so ill change it soon! soon as i find something i like...And and there's a new song !! blinded in chains by the one and only avenged sevenfold(A7X)...for those of yu hu dun noe wad or who avenged sevenfold are(all two of yu)...here's a pic...and their songs playing on my blog so well...judge for yurselfs!!!

A7x(from left) : Zacky vengeance(guitar) , Jonny christ(bass) , Synyster gates(guitar) , M. shadows(vocals) and The rev(drums)!

they are the fuckin awesome! haha...

well since i got nothing else! here's the lyrics to my blog song! AGAIN!

And we're at it again, I turn around another fucking war, man

I don't know where to begin, but

I'll start with the radical leaders

Their steps we're followin'

Running, don't go back and fight, too many you'll lose

(And as clowns you follow suit behind the blood between the red and white and blue but it's too deep for you to see and everyone eventually will take the step cause it's in sight you take the left I'll take the right I fell the hate you've built for me and I say pay attention baby)

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see

Like a plague fed to the brain deadly disease

But it wasn't a sin, a sorry life in judging every action

And as they're feeding your mind with this shit you forget

How to speak how to ask all the questions

The business at hand tonight, make the people choose

(I see another side in you but there's not much more I can do from on the outside looking in your government is listenin' to push you on the story of immortal father mortal son give them your mind and all your wealth the cycle will rebirth itself)

If they had it their way,

I'd burn in Hell and your future's a fuckin' disaster can't you see

Don't give them all the power when your future's in desperate trouble baby

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see

Like a plague fed to the brain deadly disease

I'd run away tonight with my mind still intact you gotta make it alright

Easier said than done with no place to hide and having no place to...

Running away from condition, I see you but you're running away from

Your scared seductive system

Most would claim I live a lie when pointing out it's easy to predict these things

Every color has its side, they live together vote and most embrace these same dark times

Please help us, please save us of course they have control we're all the same

Up on the cross, crucified their problem drove the nail and let Him rot

Family and friends, it won't matter in the end I'm sure they'll understand

Now look at the world and see how the humans bleed

As I sit up here and wonder 'bout how you sold your mind, body and soul

Looking at the fields so green I know this sounds obscene

I see you're living for tomorrow but decisions you have made will leave you empty

As they thank the Lord the blind can't see

Like a plague fed to the brain deadly disease

I'd run away tonight with my mind still intact

I've gotta make it alright

Easier said than done with no place to hide and having no place to run

You've fallen asleep in denial

Look at the way we're dyin

'How it ends I'll never know

Just live your life blind like me"

HAH!! therye yu go! rocking song eh!! dont turn the song of...it gets awesome from 10 seconds onwards!...ciao people!!

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//Tuesday, September 2, 2008//3:34 AM

Hello!

IM pissed...because apparently some people have been telling that i left the "BAND", no time out,because i was kicked out of it...Well thats not true,..GET THIS STRAIGHT...I LEFT THE BAND...I WAS NOT KICKED OUT....here's what really happende!

I cant remember which dumb day it was...but it was after sdsp and mat(backstabber no.1 in my previous post)(not really forgiven btw) and haridz asked me to stay back..when i asked them why they said zulaikah wanted to see me..and i said why cause i was sleepy and wanted to go home and sleep...so well they didn wanna tell me...turns out they wanted to "test" me...but i asked to do it another day..then in the end mat said"pra yu choose..if yu go home and sleep..yu out of the band"...and i went "ok...i wanna sleep" bye!....alrite!..wadeva reasons people tell ya is so not true...k!? because the truth is I AM NOT PROUD and i didn GET KICKED OUT OF THE BAND...i LEFT THAT "BAND"...

there's the straight story...oh and for those of yu hu are wondering hu the second backstabber is...its ridduan...the tall dumbass...im still ok with em...but im not trusting people anymore...no one...and yu guys can go ahead and beleive what the rest tell ya...well i dun give a fuck cause the truth is here-^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

Wtf calling me proud?! oh dear..people yu are sorely mistaken...

Zhi wei was nice enuf to make this for this post! thanks man!

im done...i dun care if yu people are mad...i HATE BACKSTABBERs...so im not going to bother trying to work things out...yu fuckers didn even have the guts to face me in the first place

_l_

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